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Point not seen, apparently. Of course education's not just given away, that's a given. My example, is a journey of never being able to get out of the crack that I was born into (no jokes, it's not really that humorous). We grew up poor because my single mother has always been undereducated, and my druggie and now deceased dad was never around. Only benefit I got from him was after he died. I graduated HS, but I was "pushed-through", so I can't really say I had a chance to learn anything, as it wasn't necessary, thus I had no drive to strive for excellence, and was never encouraged by anyone to do so. My only goal was to graduate, as it would make me the first one in my family to do so in about 3 or 4 generations. After HS, however, I found good paying jobs, and was going to be able to go to college, but I made too much money, yeah, go figure, to be eligible for grants or anything. Well, I later found out that I also have a spinal problem, and had to quit the (factory) job that I had. Great, I'm not making any money now, maybe I can get financial aid or something, since I'm considered low-to no income, right? Nope, I don't have a job, so the only chance I had, which were loans (tried for a long time to get grants), were out of the question, and I couldn't file for disability either, since I'm still able to work, though not at any factories (where the $$$ is around here). Finally, my wife and I had jobs, but were getting meager wages, so we had money, but not too much, right? Well, sure, but then we didn't make enough, and it was barely less than we had before, when we made too much! Finally we were given a break, sort of. I was set to start up school at Collins College, in Tempe, AZ, and it was all of 99% set, so we move out there. We get there, get to work on the final details, and then BOOM!!! Denied! My wife had just received a 15 cent/hour raise, and so we then were told we made too much money. But wait, it gets better. I could take out a personal education loan from the school, and pay them $400/month... on top of the $659.75 for rent, and utilities!!! I didn't even have a job yet, and knew it'd have to be full time regardless. Needless to say, I didn't get to go to school. I still can't, because now it's all dependent on my credit rating, which isn't high enough. There are lots of people stuck in the same BS I am, and I know it's not 'just an excuse'. It really sucks, badly, and even worse, I still haven't even found any1 who'd so much as give some helpful advice on how to fix the issues. Anyway, to the OP, don't fret it, just try and try again, and try not to get too upset if a tyrant company like BB turns u down. It's not the end of the world. A week after the whole BS w/ Collins happened, I got the best job I've ever had, met a lot of great people, made a decent buck, and learned more about what I was going to go to school for, by doing, real-world style. I did get a break there, but we had to move back here to IN, because of our family, so we fell back into a crack. Nothing lasts forever in this life, so do what you can, while you can.
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